雨水打在落地窗的玻璃上,发出“噼啪”的微响。留下一个椭圆的水痕。不等这个水痕散开去,又有一个椭圆叠上来。椭圆越来越多,越来越密,玻璃就会有一道道的水痕滑下去,滑下去……


  母亲的妆台就在窗下。我听说她极爱雨。她的容貌我记不清了,我也从来没有见到过她的照片。但是很多长辈都说我长得像她,所以我常常照镜子。我长得很漂亮,但,仅止于漂亮,而这漂亮也只是因为我有一个极美丽的母亲。所有的人都说我母亲不是漂亮,是美丽。雷伯伯提到我妈妈时就对我说:“一顾倾人城,再顾倾人国。懂么?”


  我不认为他会夸张,因为随便向世交好友打听,对方多半会赞溢言表,“三公子夫人?美人啊,真正的美人……”


  哦,我忘了说明,三公子是我父亲年轻时的花名,他会骑马倚斜桥,满楼红袖招。他也会冲冠一怒惊诸侯。我听过好多他的传奇,可是我从来没有听任何人讲过他和母亲的故事,他自己也不提。我可不认为是因为太平淡,正相反,一个像母亲那样的美人,一个像父亲那样的人物,怎么会没有一个轰轰烈烈的传奇?我不信!世伯们都说我外表像母亲,可是性格酷似父亲。我承认,我的性子浮躁,极易动怒,像极了急性子的父亲。每次我一提到母亲,父亲不是大发雷霆就是转身走开,这更让我确定这中间有一个秘密的故事,我渴望揭开这个谜,我一直在寻找、在探求。我不相信没有只言片语来证明这个故事。


  那是个雨意缠绵的黄昏,我在大书房里找书。坐在梯顶翻看那些线装古籍,无意中打开一卷,却有张薄薄的纸片掉了下来,像只轻巧的蝴蝶,滑落于地。我本以为是书签,拾起来才发觉竟是张素笺,上面只有寥寥数语:


  “牧兰:原谅我不能去见你了。上次我们会面之后,他大发雷霆,那情景真是可怕极了。他不相信我,他说他再也不相信我,我真是要绝望了。”笺上笔迹细致柔弱,我从来没有见过这笔迹。我站在那里发呆,半晌才翻过那本书来看,那是《宋词》中的一卷,夹着素笺的那一页,是无名氏的《九张机》。“八张机,回文知是阿谁诗?织成一片凄凉意,行行读遍,厌厌无语,不忍更寻思。”在这阕词旁,是那柔弱的笔迹,批了一行小字:“不忍更寻思。千金纵买相如赋,哪得回顾?”我迟疑着想,这字迹不是奶奶的,亦不是两位姑姑的,那么,会是谁写的?谁会在书房里的藏书上写字?难道是母亲?

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